Xhausted

In the summertime my heart is colder
I can't shoulder
All the grief that's left to me
Then in autumn
I fall harder
Got her
Off the force I used is just like I caught her
I been floating round these ghastly thoughts
The money made
Has my attention when I'm paid
I be dressing up these situations
Lighting up on Lucy looking like a rave
In the winter I get the most comfort
I can treat her like I love her
I feel the warmest
In the coldest moods
I move
Just like the sun I'm bright but I can never shake this blue
What am I suppose do
In a win you can always lose
So don't sound so surprised this ain't nothing new

I am exhausted
I'm searching for
I'm searching for
I'm searching for something like where have I lost it

Having hope sometimes is stupid
And faith sometimes is useless
We all get blinded by the new shit
And tempted by those loose lips
I'm telling you
Me and god have conversations
Congregating
Bout the times and all ours satans
I've been waiting
I've been slaving
Praying
Saying
God won't just leave hanging
I need sign on these bumpy roads
Hardly doing everything I'm told
No goalie around to protect my goals
Shit I'm barely having niggas at my shows
Cause I'm anti
Ain't I
Expecting so much from the wrong people
But originals are never like the sequel
I wish someone would up and cut out the evil

I am exhausted
I'm searching
I'm searching
I'm searching for something like where have I lost it

Spring has sprung
And I just sung
About my pain
And all the thoughts
That haunt my brain
I don't mean to sound so cynical
The pinnacle
Of how everyone defines insane
I wanna let go but I don't know how
My attitude stinks cause I'm living foul
If I live in a world where the devil prowls
How can I beat him with my gift of seeing sounds
I wanna take my life and throw it in the deepest river
Where the lining's never silver
And I all play is Bryson tiller
Where I can sleep so peacefully
But equally
I'm still awake to see my dreams
But there ain't no road to this destination
And there's still no one here for this conversation

I am exhausted
I'm searching
I'm searching
I'm searching for something like where have I lost it



Credits
Writer(s): Jerad Holston
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