Alexithymia

Life without you I hope god will end it (Yeah)
Ice in my veins don't need a chain with pendant
So cold blooded, but ima still keep it a hundred
So much money don't need to be fuckin' funded
Say u love me ha (Hahaha)
You are really funny
No days with you are really fuckin' sunny
Don't see any good, only bad, but you stab me in the back
Now I'm drunk doing 100 in a Cadillac (In my Caddy)
Wanna crash ahead moving fast
Too fast bet you and him havin' a blast (Blast)
Blast, shotgun blast
Like im fuckin kurt cobain
Got so much pain in my words
I gotta blow em out my brain
I'm overthinking all the time
I'm cryin' all the time
Please ask me if I'm okay all you gonna get's a lie (Yeah)
I'm... fine

If I gave you my heart
Would you crush it beneath your feet
Since I'm already broken
Please guide me to be complete

Everyone gets bored after a while
Sad vibes, broken hearts, (Yeah) fake smile
And I know the way I treated you is bile
But for you I'd run 100 miles (One hundred Motherfuckin' miles)
Far away, signal outer space
And now you out my space
I got problems in my head behind my face (Yeah)
You tied my thoughts up that lace
And I got so much pain everything's laced (Everything is laced)
Come on, come back, meet up at my place
Now look, (Meet up at my place)
I ain't really one to be fucked with
And I know I'm not the one to fall in love with
And I know you're fed up, you've had enough with (Yeah)
This, the shit I do goes nowhere abyss (Abyss)
I would do anything just to feel your kiss (Your kiss)
Damn

If I gave you my heart
Would you crush it beneath your feet
Since I'm already broken
Please guide me to be complete

When I go to bed, all on my mind is you
I don't wanna wake up put my alarm on snooze
People in your DM I don't trust a hoe
Bruh I gotta snoop and I really think it's stupid 'cause (Yuh)
I ain't on your mind and girl
We ain't talk
Got no way to pass my time
Rolly on my wrist might get arrested
All I do is crime
I don't wanna live like Melly bruh we gotta bind (I don't wanna live like Melly)
Put together effort both you and me
Not separately, I'm thinkin' desperately
Do u even really care bruh? (Nah)
If you don't ima put my neck up in a snare
'Cause I'm tired and this pain I can't bare (Yuh)
I can't take it anymore, I can't fake it anymore
I mean I can, but I got no one to bake with anymore
Ima give mind a break
I can't deal with my life no more
I can't deal with my life no more



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Writer(s): William Richardson
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