My Ending

Tear me down, rip me apart
Build me back up, compose, repeat from the start
Let me gain confidence
Pride in myself, safety, recompense

Take it away, and just one day
After years of building me up this way
Nothing else left to say

I need to fall asleep
And never rise to this knife pointed at my chest
Thought you were better than the rest
And if I died tonight
Would you even care that the blood flowing from my neck
Was laced in your sweat?

Forever didn't last as long
As I thought it might do
What's forever if I cant spend it with you?
I can't think of a single reason of why I should stay
Maybe it's just best for us all,
If I fade away

After all, what's to say
Didn't I do enough to avoid this day
I gave you everything
Every second I had, every moment to give
But maybe I'm just not enough
Maybe I can stop this flood
Take me deep, drown my sins

I need to fall asleep
And never rise to this knife pointed at my chest
Thought you were better than the rest
And if I died tonight
Would you even care that the blood flowing from my neck
Was laced in your sweat?

Forever didn't last as long
As I thought it might do
What's forever if I cant spend it with you?
I can't think of a single reason of why I should stay
Maybe it's just best for us all,
If I fade away



Credits
Writer(s): Alef Matthews, Anthony Sefton, Dylan Baugh, Thomas Sweeney
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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