Coming to an Understanding

A young boy with a dream dont you realize
You could the type that you dream about
Being even if it means you leave behind
The people that believe you aint gone be shit
But they creepin on you waitin just in case you start to bring the green around
I been thinkin lots
Bout this lately the
Concept seems so wrong
Honestly its not
My father hates the fact
That ima break the path
They following im not
Its time i think we talk
Were did we go wrong
Cuz lookin back i hate the fact your mind had seemed so closed
And we would never get along was arguing at home
Threw out the shit i wrote
Cuz u aint wanted me to rap but i aint changin roads
No
And it seems we disagree
Over little thing
Whenever we finna speak
Im addressing it lil different than i did on as we grieve
Maybe then youll fuckin listen or youll then just leave me be

So far in sight
When you walked out and made your own
Its honestly
Hard to leave this all incomplete
Just dont mind me

Man it all began
So fuckin long ago
Remember arguing and then my momma told me
He was wrong in his approach while i know
He didnt want to give in so it was on for more
And i told him one night he could fight me outside
If we really beefin someone calmed me down
And he said that he'd devorce my mom in front of us
Im thinkin what the fuck
Bitch i will fuck you up
We grew apart as the years passed
Now it seem normal we dont talk and i get that
I wrote a letter to my father while i was pissed back then
Made a song about the hate i had for u i deleted that shit
Felt bad about it
But now im honestly gon let you fuckin know how mad that i been
Thinkin bout it all so i can finally drop it
Though it doesnt fuckin matter what i say regardless

So far in sight
When you walked out and made your own
Its honestly
Hard to leave this all incomplete
Just dont mind me

You see my brother and i
We had to teach our own selves how to grow up with time
You showed us how you shouldnt act as a father in life
You been absent for half of the mo fuckin time
Now you actin just as if its all fuckin fine
Well how the fuck is it fine
Ever since you lost your job you stopped comin around
And u dont wana bring it up cuz your ego gets shocked
You keep chasin after bucks instead of bein a father
And
Not to mention
The fuckin plot thickens
Anytime we talk u never ask how i been
Never ask of my music as if u dont got any interest
Instead you talk about the your shit or places hiring and
I guess ill never really understand you
Maybe one day i will but until then dude
No hate at all
I just think its time that i addressed your flaws but your still my father so