Tommy’s Song

Eyes stinging red
From tears clouding focus
My edges broken glass
Shattered, dull and bolus

I sat in your living room, the same one
That you snuck through for twenty years
Trying to live them to their fullest

Demons in your head
Followed you the closest
Spilles through every single doorway
Grabbed you, wouldn't let you go

And I laid in that living room
Seven hours straight
Didn't speak or move but I swear to God
Swear to God I felt your soul

And it's the small things
That drove you insane
Held your funeral
On a perfect weather day

No last goodbye, just silence made
It's falling tears and falling rain

Stood outside of your old bedroom
Still this heavy air, sun dress, hollow view
I would've been there to listen through
Said it's okay to lose
Even angels sing the blues

I heard gospels
In my head, in my head, in my head

Close my eyes for just a glimpse
You were gone when they opened
Colbalt iris, dimpled cheeks
With that smirk we'll never forget

I swear I heard your spirit sing
They promised me you found peace in your sleep
I know you're fine, at least serene

Watched your smile change in picture frames
Through your best years
Taking slow a life of pain

No last goodbye, just silence made
It's falling tears and falling rain

Stood outside of your old bedroom
Still this heavy air
Sun dress, hollow view
I would've been there to listen through
Said it's okay to lose
Even angels sing the blues

I heard gospels singing in my head (Uuh)

I heard gospels singing in my head
I saw angels, they're holding your hand
And I'm praying
That it didn't hurt too badly, my friend

I'll see you soon, it's not the end

I heard gospels singing in my head
I saw angels, they're holding your hand
And I'm praying
That it didn't hurt too badly, my friend

I'll see you soon, it's not the end

I heard gospels singing in my head
I saw angels, they're holding your hand
And I'm praying
That it didn't hurt too badly, my friend

I'll see you soon, this is not the end

I thought about the brass
Door handle you must've used
To hang up your gloves
Laces fall from your shoes

No night goes by when
I don't think of you
We miss you so much, Tom
Know that you miss us too

Man I know that I'll see you soon
Did what you had to do
Even angels sing the blue
Yeah, I know that I'll see you soon
Did what you had to do
Even angels sing the blues