Voicemail

Three in morning staring into darkness
Thinking of old memories i need to part this
People say we don't need that in our lives
But how can i give up when my all is the price
Now it's been a couple months but it's feeling like yesterday
That you were mine in my arms like early days
We got our ways but we got passed that
At least i thought we did now im mad at that
Two months after not talking
You got another man on the side walking
Introduction with your family
Jus thinking and talking about it man it's fuckin killin me
Did you even wanted me to be there
I think i'm kinda losing it cause this burdens hard to bare
I'm feelin closer to depression if you even cared
Givin up? nah
So i fought with you instead
Late night bet you didn't see right
All the things i said might
Come into the day light
I could make your bed right
But you laid in mine
I made mistakes but i promise you ain't wasting time
Ok i'm folding my fingers and i pray
Making us stronger and i'm hoping she would stay
Obstacles seem to getting stronger everyday
I'm wishing i could get a chance jus to go and
Stray
I bet your friend won't admit it that i didn't want her
I bet the description of character is lies and you really bought it
And now see me differently
When you know deep in heart when it comes to you i did anything
And me accepted everything
Accepted the broken pieces and love that you bring
Wonder if you even noticed all these little things
Made a promise to love you forever but will you do the same thing
Ain't love strange but you gotta think
I put you on pedestal then became my duchess
I got you hooked by a wink
Sorry if i ever made you feel neglected actions had me very anxious
I rolled by your moms jus the other day
I wanted to knock on the door and ask if she ok
I heard you ran into my grandma too
Both of them told me to move on
But tell me what i gotta do
And how to do it
Cause it seem like you already beat me to it
You had a gun seen my heart and you started shootin
I couldn't put my finger on the games that you was doing
You played it well
You had me sticking around looking very stupid
Can't believe this
Had me up all night thinking that we complete this
What are you telling your family bout my disappearance
Don't tell them that i compare to your exes listen cause i showed the difference
Showed up with compassion
And all the love
I admit to all my actions and all of the above
You wouldnt do all your dirt over jus because
Hold grudges of the past thats the it was
What part of that is not gettin
I'm the poet on the page that's the way it's written
Never been in the military but i got this purple heart
Cause all the hits and cuts that i got from start
Lace my shoes girl i go
I'm packing my things but i'm asking what i gotta know
You told me very little sums it up that you don't wanna be together i fought so much that i had to let you go