Not Around

I could use somebody because I'm tired of forcing lies
But most often do we, better mistake the faces found
I'm trying to find a shelter, where i could at times fail to make
A ghost or a hero, the only little plan i've held inside

If i didn't mind i think my walls would all be paper thin
For a second time, i fell for you, you your plans, your false lies of paradise
But all Ive got to say

Still i fall for you, when your'e not around
Still i call for you, when your'e not around

I think i need your body, oh I'm falling to the curb
Often times it hits me, time has shaken all my faith inside
Im trying to find a holster, fire away my fears and then keep you
All to myself and then some, for that ill need truth its over-due

If i didn't mind i think my walls would all be paper thin
For a second time, i fell for you, you your plans, your false lies of paradise
But all ive got to say

Still i fall for you, when youre not around
Still i call for you, when youre not around

And i knock around your door
And you don't answer for
The way you let it be
The guilt you left with me
Oh the curtains final call
Its time to break the wall
The gates are down and low
You've got to let me go