Better In The Crowd

Haven't seen your face for quite a while
Haven't tried to reach you online
Haven't tried to reconnect with our old friends
To ask if anyone knows about you
Or where you're living now

Haven't typed your name on instagram
I saw a girl in a picture wearing a white hoodie
I thought it might be you but still
I wondered if you think about me, so

I scrolled down
It's just sometimes I get lost
With funny thoughts swimming in my mind
You're there, then suddenly you're not
Brief moments in my life when I compare
What would be like to have you
To who I am and what I feel right now

That's when I know I'm better in
I'm better in the crowd
Than missing you
I'm better with my smile
Than laughing with you
I'm better in many ways
You know I do
It's what I keep telling myself
But inside I still wanna

Still wanna miss you

Now every time I sing I remember
Weird faces I did just to make you laugh
You smiling sweetly as you told me

"Baby, sing the one I like the most"
What about now?
It's just sometimes I get lost
In funny thoughts swimming in my mind
You're there, then suddenly you're not
Brief moments in my life when I compare
What would be like to have you

To who I am and what I feel right now
That's when I know I'm better in
I'm better in the crowd
Than missing you
I'm better with my smile
Than laughing with you
I'm better in many ways
You know I do
That's what I keep telling myself

But inside I still wanna
Still wanna miss you
I hold on to what I can explain
So why leave all behind?
You told me that I would understand
When I saw you next time
I know that someday I'll just let go

But now I'm lost
Oh, oh, oh, oh
'Cause I'm better in the crowd
Than missing you
I'm better with my smile
Than laughing with you
I'm better in many ways
You know I do
It's what I keep telling myself
But inside I still wanna
Still wanna miss you