This Song Sucks

I got these insecurities yeah
They've just been building up inside of me yeah
I don't think you all know
The ways that I feel and the ways that I don't
Feel like I can't make anything good anymore
I'm all burnt out, feel like there's no open doors
Every time I try to write it don't come out alright
I just end up hating everything I write despite
You tell me it's good and you tell me it's flame
I can't get my head in it just so ashamed
When I listen to music I just can't explain
I feel like it's better than mine and I'm just so in pain
Of what I done
Of what I made
Of what I lost
Of what I gained
Nothing's beautiful to me
Know you just want me to see
But I still got these

Insecurities, insecurities
They're just eating me up
Tearing me down
Don't ever want people to play this aloud
They could hear a mistake
And this would just become another one of my songs that I hate yeah
Insecurities, insecurities
They're just eating me up
Tearing me down
Don't ever want people to play this aloud
They could hear a mistake
And this would just become another one of my songs that I hate yeah

Oh oh, oh oh
Insecurities yeah

Feel like I lost everything after The Vision yeah
And I feel like I thought I was good
But I was just complacent
But I'm tryna move on from this
Tryna tell myself music is good
And everything I'm doing is just part of His plan
I don't see it though
And me and my friends used to make some really good music
But they all fell off
Feel like we all fell off
And I used to have dreams
I used to believe he would take me somewhere
But I just feel deceived
By all these insecurities
And I still got these

Insecurities, insecurities
They're just eating me up
Tearing me down
Don't ever want people to play this aloud
They could hear a mistake
And this would just become another one of my songs that I hate yeah
Insecurities, insecurities
They're just eating me up
Tearing me down
Don't ever want people to play this aloud
They could hear a mistake
And this would just become another one of my songs that I hate yeah



Credits
Writer(s): Christopher Vana
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