and i lost you

Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah

Now you wanna leave, but I wanted you to stay
Maybe I believed that you'd never run away
I was just deceived when ya lied my to my face
I was just deceived by the lies and the chase
Yeah, yeah
I just want love, I don't want you
You threw my heart away, and I lost you
And I lost you

I been dealing with bad visions, past hurts
Tryna quench all of my demons with a bad thirst
I was blinded by the lust, effects were adverse
And now I gotta vent my feelings wit these sad words
At first, girl I thought that it was love
But then I started talkin' to the man that's up above
He told me, boy you should be careful
Cause your hearts been gettin' tugged
And this ain't what you want, your sex has turned into a drug
Swear that gave me cold chills
Made me think about all of the pointless old thrills
You don't really give a f about Cole feels
Tryna paint a picture boutta story so real
But I been stressin' lately so I prolly drop the paintbrush
Hand been shakin' daily, I don't really wanna say much
Cheated and deleted, when you told me had my face flushed
Why was I believin' in somebody that I can't trust

Now you wanna leave, but I wanted you to stay
Maybe I believed that you'd never run away
I was just deceived when ya lied my to my face
I was just deceived by the lies and the chase
Yeah, yeah
I just want love, I don't want you
You threw my heart away, and I lost you

You had me feelin' like I was a lost cause
Couldn't grab remote to go and get me off pause
Said you had your reasons tell me how they not flawed
Swore I loved you to ya pieces, that was really on God
So why'd you test that, now I'm on depressed rap
Still been tryna stitch my broken heart from all da setbacks
The bloods leakin', it's tough bein', in rough seasons
Enough reason, to trust Jesus, I'm done speakin'
'Bout all the ways that you just left me, upset me
Cause dwellin' on the past just ain't the best me
And let's be, real about reality, I was a fatality
I just wanted love but all you gave me was a fallacy
And you were way too selfish to even notice
I never knew that sex was strong enough to cover motives
I'm strugglin', I can't erase all of our moments
I remember you were feelin' far away when we was closest

Now you wanna leave, but I wanted you to stay
Maybe I believed that you'd never run away
I was just deceived when ya lied my to my face
I was just deceived by the lies and the chase
Yeah, yeah
I just want love, I don't want you
You threw my heart away, and I lost you
And I lost you

Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah



Credits
Writer(s): Cole Hayrynen
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