Hate Me

Talkin' about me
You don't got the words to say
You're killing me with the same things
I know you don't gotta worry about it
Ain't in a hurry, I'm talking 'bout money
Living my dream, I'm in a dream, yea
It's cold, yea, and no one loves me

Girl you got me insane
Tearing at my fucking face
Pop four xans to the pain
Im not okay
Everlasting heartbreak might put me in the grave
I lay awake, fighting demons in my head
Feeling like a fucking reject
Staring at my phone wishing you'd reply back but never fucking got that
Never fall into abyss
Depression taking over me
Black hole where my heart would be
Its killing me, killing me, killing me, killing me
Look at what the fuck you done to me
Its killing me, killing me, killing me, killing me
Look at what the fuck you done to me

Sending some texts to tour favorite ex to link up as soon as I drop you at home
Bottled emotions
You don't wanna own em'
I guess you're just bitter right down to the bone
If things haven't changed and we're still the same then why is it now you stopped hitting my phone?
Not part of your plan
You don't want a man
'Cus you do just fine on your own

Ugh, I should quit drinkin' so much
Passin' these bottles of vodka between us
We're two people I cannot trust
Nope, I can't trust you
I know you're playin these games with my head
So I don't believe anything that you said
But when It comes down I want you in my head
If you are not here than I'm better off dead

I'll never fucking give you time
Tell me why you gotta hate me?
'Cus now you ain't callin' me baby
Maybe it's all of the drugs I've done lately
Damn, I know sometimes I get crazy
Hey, you know that it can get hazy
But, I don't want no other ladies
Ayy, I get you creamy like Baileys
We fucked in your mama's Mercedes

I don't know why you're sneakin' on me
Because I do not want you to leave
But I swear all you do is mislead and I'm thinking that I should concede

Oh, I wish you could see
How much I know you wish it could be and I be sedating as a way of making it through
I need a way of making it through to you, to you, to you, to you, to you
I need a way of making it through

I scream in agony
Stress and anxiety overwhelming
Suicide on my mind as the days go by
You never fucking gave me time
I live a fantasy
Thoughts and the memories I'm forgetting
You was stupid
I was blind as the time flew by
I swear I'll never fucking give you time

Wasted my time and my money to see you but craving attention from all of these people
I swear that your effort is nowhere to equal
If we were a movie, there won't be a sequel
All of your problems
All of your drama
All of that shit could just miss me
I know one day you gon' miss me
I know one day you gon' miss me

I don't know why you're sneakin' on me
Because I do not want you to leave
But I swear all you do is mislead and I'm thinking that I should concede

Oh, I wish you could see
How much I know you wish it could be and I be sedating as a way of making it through
I need a way of making it through to you, to you, to you, to you, to you
I need a way of making it through

I scream in agony
Stress and anxiety overwhelming
Suicide on my mind as the days go by
You never fucking gave me time
I live a fantasy
Thoughts and the memories I'm forgetting
You was stupid
I was blind as the time flew by
I swear I'll never fucking give you time

Talkin' about me
You don't got the words to say
You're killing me with the same things
I know you don't gotta worry about it
Ain't in a hurry, I'm talking 'bout money
Living my dream, I'm in a dream, yea
It's cold, yea and I be sedating as a way of making it through
I need a way of making it through to you, to you, to you, to you, to you
I need a way of making it through