Missing Somethin’

They told me: "Ubi, don't smoke that weed" but I can't listen
They say one day it'll rob me of my ambition
They say don't give love chase but I'm still running
I'm feeling my thighs burning, I'm dying to feel something
Learning my lesson with obsession, the comfort I was kept in
Overnight I traded definite for guessing
All I wanted was to be connected, soak up your affection
But you chose to break it off because of my chosen direction
My profession, you say devotion is in question
I'd say your inability to focus your attention
Has me feeling half broken, now I'm going through depression
I've been jeffing, like I'm over you when over you I'm stressing
We could've broke bad, I'd be showing you aggression
You'd be cursing at me, crying while you throw the crudest weapons
Instead I chose to bare my only soul and human essence
And you barely seem to notice that my glow is luminous
You missed

I feel I'm falling
And I fear I like it
I can't get over myself
A mime is saying something
But you can't tell me nothing
(Somehow it's feeling like nothing was real, you know the deal)

I was chilling, in my feelings reminded me of all the days
I gave and lost my time, and I just couldn't chase the thought away
But I don't care what them brothers say
I picture you as perfect even if in the shutter break
In another state of my mind, memory's run away
Still running after her, predator coming for the prey
And I'm only now realizing I run a race
But I been running after can never be captured
I've been looking at these other girls' stats and I'm unamazed
I'd never settle for a butter brain or a
butterface but I love the way she (shhh)
In a hundred ways, it ain't even what you thinking about bruh
It's the subtle things, my door is shut
We were young, we couldn't afford much but
Even if we were poor, we were poor us
They see me now and all they see is the tour bus
Leaving town, I'll see you in four months

I feel I'm falling
And I fear I like it
I can't get over myself
A mime is saying something
But you can't tell me nothing

I feel I'm falling
(I felt the world spin around me when I saw your eyes)
And I fear I like it
(We all fall but sometimes you gotta fall to rise)
I can't get over myself
(I can't get over it, I can't get over it)
A mime is saying something
But you can't tell me nothing