Full Circle

Born of ash and regret
I knelt at my headstone a brand new man
I can only wonder why I regress
I found a new idol don't let me fuck this one up
Now I'm bleeding him dry and I think it's time
That we talk about
My peaceful rise to power

I never had a fighting chance
In this grave you dug for me
Words you put in my mouth for me to say
Leave me wondering
Where the strings are attached
'Cause my skin is paper thin
Heart is porcelain
Patiently waiting to shatter like glass again

Crucified my demons
With no help from you I had no one to cure my
Exit wounds, my fever
And still I wonder why I regress
Yeah
Set it ablaze for me
A vigil for blasphemy
I am the black sheep
The last one to follow
I'll be your martyr if it means you'll just look up
And answer this one simple question
Where is my goddamn restitution?
For all the years I've wasted
And for these years always wasting me

I never had a fighting chance
In this grave you dug for me
Words you put in my mouth for me to say
Leave me wondering
Where the strings are attached
'Cause my skin is paper thin
Heart is porcelain
Patiently waiting to shatter like glass again