feelings i forgot

When I felt my heart fall
I thought it wouldn't last long
I didn't think I'd like you that much
But when you were around me
The more I felt my heart beat
And then I knew you were more than just a crush

I told myself I'm dreaming
To push away those feelings
That I didn't want to have
Since you didn't have them back
One day I moved on, and
Forgot all of the promises
I made to you back then

But even if I don't remember all of it
I can't erase it from my heart
I've tried to brush it off
But I never could 'cause every time we talk
I know I never lost
The feelings I forgot

I wonder what you're up to
I wish that I could ask you
And catch up on the things I don't know
But if I never go to see you
I swear that I don't mean to
I'm just scared that my feelings will show

I tell myself I'm dreaming
To push away these feelings
That I wish I didn't have
Makes it hard to message back
I wanna be your friend, and
Forget all of the promises
I made to you back then

But even if I don't remember all of it
I can't erase it from my heart
I've tried to brush it off
But I never could 'cause every time we talked
I know I never lost
The feelings I forgot

And I know I'm thinkin' way too hard
But I'll keep this deep inside my heart
I'm missin' you a lot
But I'll never call, 'cause if we ever talked
You'll know I never lost
The feelings I forgot