From a Chemist's Point of View

How does it feel
All this times been wasted
I was caught staring at the ceiling
Eyes bloodshot
Who are you accusing?
Always fleeing back to that false sense of courage
1 foot out the door I fell face to the floor can't think anymore
Who are you accusing?

Expect disappointment
Forgiveness is key
The problem isn't me with you
It's you with me
Expect forgiveness
Disappointment is the key
The problem isn't me with you
It's you with me

I'm losing my way home or maybe I'm just losing sleep
I just regain my self control
Cuz I've been pulling out my teeth
And there's gotta be a better way
Is this the master plan
And this vice will be the end of me but this is where I stand

There is no pride being the one to cause your own demise
There's no comfort in being the bastard son
There is no prize at the end of a wasted life

I looked into the reflection
All I saw was my deception

It brought me closer
Near a steep peak
To a sink hole
Growing so deep

Bury me under the ground
Let the roots take their place
Move them right through me
A proper grave for a hollow man

For better or for worse I remain unchanged.