Pain in My Eyes

I got blood tears, so much pain in my Eyes
I was so lost in my mind
I was traumatized
How many tears you cry when you lost someone?
I got cold cold heart
And I put some Ice

I can't forget when my mom said my Dad was dead
She wanted me to forget my dad
My mom tried to kill me two times
God was with me, survive two times
Smile like you happy for your friends Yeah
Can't express myself
Got so much pain yeah

I choose my real dawgs so they can't Hurt me
Don't have a lot of friends they can't Do me dirty
I think about people didn't deserve
Me
I don't go to church
hoping god's Eyes on me
In this life I've been scarred
Woah woah
Shine like Wraith roof stars
Woah woah
Love yourself, you got beautiful scars
Don't mind these niggas
You shine like a Audemars
Thinking about my past and
Get in my feelings
I don't wanna die young
Wanna die like a legend
R.I.P all niggas die quick quick
You drink your pain, boy you sip sip
My bro lost his soul
I Wish I take it back
I make for my dawg
Just grind, no cap
Came a long way
Raised by my own yeah
Ain't got no family, yeah I'm alone
I got that call, I lost my dawg
And I don't know how to feel
So much tears in my cup
Don't know what's real
I'm not that type of nigga going to Chill chill
Keep going up
I wanna move to the hills hills
I'm a young strong nigga
And I faced my fear
Now I'm just flexin'
And grind with my drip drip drip

I got blood tears
So much pain in my eyes
I was so lost in my mind
I was traumatized
How many tears you cry when you lost someone?
I got cold cold heart
And I put some ice yeah yeah yeah