Bully

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Hello, my friend it's me again, just calling for the first time, to hear you again
All I want to say is that I'm sorry, that I hurt you this much, that I made you this lonely
I know my words don't matter now, because you're infinity high yet 6 feet in the ground
I don't know what else to say but that I'm sorry, that I hurt you this much, that I made you this lonely

I'm sorry. I shouldn't have done and said those things to you

We want to school to together, I bullied you constantly pushing you down
And calling you names, you see. I was the weak one, you weren't
Now your dead and absent and I'm present
Even though all the times I told you to die, kicking you
Punching you, spitting in your eye. I did all that stuff
Because I was a horrible guy with pain in my heart because my own home life

This song is for those that have committed suicide
Because of those that bullied them and made them feel less than human
Less then alive, well now they are. Oh God have mercy
I sit in my room, dialing your number
And writing down your last words to me on a piece of paper
To make myself remember that I helped take your life
With you lying in bed with that bloody knife
Your words keep echoing in my head
That I wouldn't be sorry if you wound up dead
I guess shouldn't told you to prove it, told you to end it, told you to do it
Now I am sitting here crying in my room
Knowing that your family is crying too
Knowing I deserve more then a slap on the wrist from the principal saying
I'm sick for bullying you, for bullying you, for bullying you, for bullying you

If I could take back all the words I said to you and all the things I've done
I would do it in a millisecond, in a heartbeat, in a blink
Believe that

But don't believe what they say, don't believe the bullies
Believe what I am about say to you now

You are not alone, you will never be alone, you are loved
You will never be not loved and you are worth it, so worth it

If you are struggling with suicidal thoughts or actions, please call 1-800-273-8255
Please... please don't be like the victim in this song

Stay Strong



Credits
Writer(s): Gage Planka
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