Instinct

Instinct tells me I'm out of touch
The imprint of the misprint spells my name
Chance, a calling that I'm deaf to
Death do you have another method for the fame?
How'd you reign on your claim for the horror?
For the glory shawl?
For the warrior war?
The galore we all adore?
Once more I'll be walking 'round
With a heavy step on cloud wept puddles
No cuddles needed here
I huddle with doubt and fear my two peers
It's sudden, the weakness peak, must we keep hidden?
The grief of belief you can say good riddance
Ladder too steep to reap ambition
I don't pay my dues yet my blues reek pittance
And I'm breathing menial air when lucks not there
But I'd face a millionaire with a solitaire
If I had one lucky penny
A buck is plenty to get me what I want
If what I want is an empty soul
Fucked up from the haunt of failure
A dollar's too tame to oxygenate my inhaler
When I breathe menial air
You can approximate that I won't save ya
It's all a trailer for the car crash when you ride in my lane
A preview of the scar in my brain

B.E.S.T I E.N.V.Y The Best
A conquest I invest in jest
A twisted sound when I pound my chest
'Coz being the best don't suit me
Sits acutely to my position
Don't you try dispute me
'Coz I'm the best at self deprecation
Depiction clear as crystal
Bought a bullet for my pistol
You oughta know that I make holes in buckets that
Carry holy water

It's sudden the weakness peak when I wake
It's sudden the weakness peak when I wake
It's sudden the weakness peak when I wake
(That carry holy water)
It's sudden the weakness peak when I wake
It's sudden the weakness peak when I wake
It's sudden the weakness peak when I wake
(That carry holy water)

It's sudden
The weakness peak when I wake at the week's peak
Speak out from the pale, seek keys
Open the start but it's hard when I can't demand the instancy
It's mundane and I can't choose when the third strike hits me
I take off riding feel dizzy
So I sat down waiting for the sun to drown
Money's hard to chew so whenever the thirst really hits me
I'm frightened by the saturated plans underneath me
Briefly creep, I'm weak, that's my week, why so meek?
And I'm not thirsty for inertia, just drowning in its flood
There's aversion for coercion in the amnis of my blood
So I sit still
Ellipsis fills my holy grail with the ills of milk that spills
Can't climb these hills, there's too much fucking mud

B.E.S.T I E.N.V.Y The Best
A conquest I invest in jest
A twisted sound when I pound my chest
'Coz being the best don't suit me
Sits acutely to my position
Don't you try dispute me
'Coz I'm the best at self deprecation
Depiction clear as crystal
Bought a bullet for my pistol
You oughta know that I make holes in buckets that
Carry holy water

(That carry holy water)
It's sudden the weakness peak when I wake
It's sudden the weakness peak when I wake
It's sudden the weakness peak when I wake
And that's my instinct
It's sudden the weakness peak when I wake
It's sudden the weakness peak when I wake
It's sudden the weakness peak when I wake
And that's my instinct