Pluviophile

Hold your secrets
Hold your head up high
Displace and replace anyone that sees through your disguise
You're a broken record, beating the same dead horse
Never searching for restitution, or recourse

And now I'm here with no more time, I've lost my way
You've lost your fucking mind
You're hurting everyone who ever got close
And you do so with a grace masked and cloaked

You're fucking lost and I am out of patience
Love only covers so much sin when you spit back in it's face
I tried to hold your hand and guide you through your darkness
But at the end it was your fault

I'm not the one who did this, you brought this on yourself
I tried to show you heaven, you tried to drag me through hell
I can't be there to help you if all you do is push me away
You beg me to leave, and now you're begging me to stay

But I am walking away
You're begging me to stay
But I am walking away

You are the darkness that is tainting my soul
You tore me apart, you were supposed to make me whole

For every drink I poured out for you
For every time I lifted you up

For every time I held you, when you had had enough
Who you are is all your fault, and I won't be there when you fall

I'm not the one who did this, you brought this on yourself
I tried to show you heaven, you tried to drag me through hell
I can't be there to help you if all you do is push me away
You beg me to leave, and now you're begging me to stay

But I am walking away
You're begging me to stay

I kept all your secrets, gave credit to your lies
You asked, I buried it, I hid what you've become

I'll leave you dead in the water washed up liar blackened heart