Dark August

Previously in the butterfly effect
How can a good man ever put his love aside

Look I've been sending text's all night
I've been trying to get it right
Told myself years ago I was ready for the fight
I was sitting in this one bedroom
Let me get back to that
Deep discussion
On how I re-adjusted my habitat
My shit was just so tragic
Couldn't keep a roof over my head
I was nomadic
Paying back these loans when they knowing I don't have it
Made a dope package
But critics just made a joke at it like
Jvon Is the nicest to rhyme by far
That butterfly effect is my shit
It's like 5 stars
I don't understand why this little nigga ain't signed for
He needs more support to blow
But did I buy nah
Which kinda reminds me sidebar
I don't want you all getting the wrong feeling
Of thinking Jvon's chilling
You throwing shade
Then homie you find you a tall building build
Just spread your wings and dive off
I figured it's best to embrace the hate
All relationships I feel has an expiration date
A chess player so I'm inept to make a mistake
Took the worry out my life
And put the faith in its place
Now I'm chasing my fate
Overall be creative
I don't relate to none of y'all
I don't see y'all being a native
Made a current spark
From a plug that I generated
Now it's all love lost
In my loft I'm feeling spacious
I'm just filling this empty pages
In this chapter that I recently closed
I just ran into some nigga I used to go to school with
Was once cool with
But times change we ain't keeping it bros
No they'll say they love you but never remain loyal
I learned poison and fruit grow from the same soil
So you decide what seed you want to plant
Not every male with common sense will get you stamped
If you fall don't look for no arms or extended hands
In my city independent rappers don't get the same chance
Ain't no grammy's and plaques
Understand these is facts
I drove past my old past
Ain't no steering me back nah
It's kinda hard for me to remain the same
Been living in the upside down
But I seen stranger things
Since eleven been sitting in nosebleeds
I wanted that starting 5
But stuck in this cold streak
Stopping thinking you know me
I apparently changed
Lost custody of my son
Stop comparing our pain
So when you talk I ain't hearing a thang
Don't want the glory
It's just my story
let this narrative play

Dear lord, let this light shine
For some time I wasn't living in my right mind
And things happen for a reason
And everything changes in time
Even the seasons
Dear lord, let this light shine
For some time I wasn't living in my right mind
And things happen for a reason
And everything changes in time
Even the seasons