A Million Words

It always comes back to this, I thought I could work with this,
But I just like the way that sounds
There were always people around, there was never a moment I found
To let my walls come down
I worry you won't be my friend if I say what I want to,
Then would you walk away?
Cause baby that's happened before but I cant be scared no more
There's something I need to say
To say
I've got a million words rushing through my head
And a million things I have left unsaid
A million times I've tried to get this out
But every time I lose count

I don't want to say too much, this needs a gentle touch
Or else it falls apart
I've tried to write this song before but it's always needed more
And I've had to restart
I've got too many scars to come clean from the start
And I hope that that's okay
It might be bad for my health but I just can't help myself
There's more I need to say
To say
I've got a million words rushing through my head
And I've got a million things I have left unsaid
A million times I've tried to get this out
But every time I lose count
A million ways I've tried to phrase these words
And a million things could never add up to her
A million words might not be enough
But maybe I'm asking for too much
But maybe I'm asking for too much

Don't you stop at a thousand
I'm having trouble counting

I've got a million words rushing through my head
And a million things I have left unsaid
A million times that I've walked you home
And every time you go in alone
A million lights in the starry sky
And a million people to pass us by
A million words might not be enough
But maybe I'm asking for too much