Brain Dead

Back at it again
Like I'm losing my own war
I hide it but you saw
I can't take back that scene in my head
I can still feel rain pour
The necklace that you wore

Try to forget it but I never
Give me a reason you won't come back
Can I erase it when I'm better
Can I erase it when I'm better

I can't think straight
Is my arm still stained red
Will I feel insane
Til the day I go brain dead

You could have waited
I would have stay
you got no patience
Now that I've caved in
Don't feel the same
that's how it's staying
You could have stopped it
I wanted nothing
I gave my all and
Soon as he walked in
I knew you'd gone and
Left like they all did

I don't feel like you do
I don't feel a thing except the presence my cold room
Isolated, don't you even tell me what you've been though
I can top it all in just a minute let me show you

I can't think straight
Is my arm still stained red
Will I feel insane
Til the day I go brain dead