Not This Time - 2019 Remaster

Overheated barely-seated staring at the ceiling
With contempt for the barely pent up rage I'm feeling
I don't like hating other people, it makes me hate myself
I already hate myself

How can I keep getting better without me getting any better
How much work do I have to put in before I deserve happiness
How much longer until I drift away and lose all my friends
It happens again

Woah

I looked into my eyes and said "not this time"
I say it every time
Every time
I get cold

I don't deal well with not knowing, and I know where I'm going
A place where my parents live and a place that I can find snow in
But I'm so scared that I can't find a place I can find a home in
But it ain't slowing
Woah
It never slows down



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