Asinine

I'm That double dropout junkie kid
I'm feelin boosted off my drugs again
With substances swear I never learn
I'm Downin mouthwash I don't care that it burns

Turned into a fiend when I was fifteen
Seems like since I changed all of sugar hill hates me
But I don't feel bad cuz I replaced em with my weed
And they replaced me with people who barely even think

Do I want this life, im so asinine
Don't think I'm suicidal, but damn I wanna die
I remember when you said you had no faith in my rhymes
Told me I'd be flippin patties turns out they ain't right
Imma blow up, there's nothin you can do
I promise that I won't forget you
Get the dex, shit i need some more
Look in through the pain and examine my core

Lookin back It was a problem that i's heartless
Now I know that I can make the bad side switch
Think I don't know you call me your weed bitch
I Might act like I'm dumb but I always know the sitch

Anger like I'm Bakugo
Walls got a tons of giant holes
know when peoples blood runs cold
still fuck with em never fold
They'll still leave me that I know
They'll come back when my teeth are gold
I'll Flex it on them just for show
Then sell em pay off all my loans

Do I want this life, im so asinine
Don't think I'm suicidal, but damn I wanna die
I remember when you said you had no faith in my rhymes
Told me I'd be flippin patties turns out they ain't right
Imma blow up, there's nothin you can do
I promise that I won't forget you
Get the dex, shit i need some more
Look through the pain and examine my core

Do I want this life, im so asinine
Don't think I'm suicidal, but damn I wanna die
I remember when you said you had no faith in my rhymes
Told me I'd be flippin patties turns out they ain't right
Imma blow up, there's nothin you can do
I promise that I won't forget you
Get the dex, shit i need some more
Look through the pain and examine my core