Pretend

You put me into the madness
Start shaking
Stare in the mirror, I'm losing my patience
But you put me into this
In all of my ignorance
I start remembering
I'm nothing new
I'm nothing to lose

Count up my sins weigh them next to my blessings
If I weigh them out, I might not get to heaven
But that only taught me one thing
That I don't remember a thing
That I only learned it for me
But still I'm gonna do this for you
'Cause you ain't forget about me
And I If don't, it's suicide
'Cause who am I, no one inside
But never mind, there's you and I

Seems I never make my mind up
That's just how it's always been
Peace of mind is where I'll wind up
Tell me how it's all pretend

I'm speeding through
To be with you
And even you
Can't see me through
The numbers of times I've tried
I never could see your right
The memories in my mind
Are falling through space and time

I'd rather be dead when I look in the mirror
And finding this out couldn't be any clearer
But you pulled me into this
Then you solved my ignorance
I thought would never end
And being you
Was all I knew

Seems I never make my mind up
That's just how it's always been
Peace of mind is where I'll wind up
Tell me how it's all pretend

I'm speeding through
To be with you
And even you
Can't see me through
The numbers of times I've tried
I never could see your right
The memories in my mind
Are falling through space and time

Seems I never make my mind up
That's just how it's always been
Peace of mind is where I'll wind up
Tell me how it's all pretend

Deep, deep, deep inside
You keep me alive
You see through the lies
Through my eyes when I cry

Deep, deep, deep inside
You keep me alive
You see through the lies
Through my eyes when I cry