Depression Vs. Me

Smell the roses
She said smell the roses
She said
She said smell the roses
She said smell the roses

I just took a wood to the face
Calm my space - ship
I drift away
Thoughts that fade away
Memories that never die
Was looking for happiness and ain't even open my eyes
I just took a wood to the face
I drift away
Thoughts that fade away
Memories that never die
Was looking for happiness and ain't even open my eyes
Smell the roses
She said smell the roses
Smell the roses
She said

What's on your mental
Don't toy with my mental
This shit on my mental
It's on a teeter-totter
I tried to kill the depression
I tried to kill the depression with money and the power
Went to the doctor
Can't tell all my problems
Told him no more pills
He said no more weed
Told him he joking I pay for conversation
Plus what I got's better than your prescription
Float when I'm feeling sunken
I can't hear a word my ears under water
How I kept my head above the water
I pray to God show me the bigger picture
Looking at the man with superpowers stressin'
Family here but you're the one I seek for guidance
Life happens
What's the common solution
When problems added who gon solve the equation
Thoughts about offing myself
Ahhhhhh
Thoughts about offing myself but who gon solve it if I'm gone
Hardly home
Calculating when in Rome
I hate to grieve cause you know it's a sin
When you shackled to pain know the devil want in
I had the keys
The keys
Ain't no lease
But till you find peace
It's harder to see

I just took a wood to the face
Calm my space - ship
I drift away
Thoughts that fade away
Memories that never die
Was looking for happiness and ain't even open my eyes
I just took a wood to the face
I drift away
Thoughts that fade away
Memories that never die
Was looking for happiness and ain't even open my eyes
Smell the roses
She said smell the roses
Smell the roses
She said

Propel to the gates
All white when I sleep
All black when I wake
All blue in the safe
Can't counter my fate
Blackout day to day
I feel too many things
This shit still hunger games, everyday
See the morning 'fore the rooster doodle
Ever felt a thought at heart before it hit medulla
Ever told a lie to spare the pain but you
Feel it twice knowing one more after
Fresh
Can't wash it way
Thoughts at the lake
Been floating away
I'm at the dock with your bae
Watching time go away
Got this chrome Audemars I just might throw away
I just keep up with time cause it's no time to waste
Wet like a faucet, I know that she choosy
Run up the bill on that kitty, no sinking
She wanna get bent just like paperclips
No attachments
No attachments
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No jpeg or PDF can capture how I balance
On this rope with a chalice
I see the circus from up above I just
Channel my inner Kawhi, no I don't feel the press
Let it fly
Only laughing that I do is at the past and the bank
Ahh haaaa

I just took a wood to the face
I drift away
Thoughts that fade away
Memories that never die
Was looking for happiness and ain't even open my eyes
Smell the roses
She said smell the roses
She said
She said
Smell the roses
She said
Smell the roses

I just took a wood to the face
Calm my space - ship
I drift away
Thoughts that fade away
Memories that never die
Was looking for happiness and ain't even open my eyes
I just took a wood to the face
I drift away
Thoughts that fade away
Memories that never die
Was looking for happiness and ain't even open my eyes
Smell the roses
She said smell the roses
Smell the roses
She said