Decay

Refusing to sustain a life
Altering my state of mind
The eyes of dread, forever here with malcontent
Within this light, I yearn to feel something more than skin
I've been a mess while I lay here
My eyes black, my feelings blue, sorry I tried so hard to be you

I've allowed the substance to set
Now the sky falls, as visions make me upset
I think back to days when you were here
But the only reason I'm alive is cruelty and fear
Here we lay, decay and die, the stone describes my hair, my eyes, and everything inside
But no one knows how I felt
If only I could describe the scenery
The rose buds
With water flowing

Black the clouds watch as the ash falls down
A hell on earth we fucking made ourselves
Malicious, virus, a plague upon the planet itself
The dirt blessed us life now dirt will merge us back to ground
Overpopulated and suffercated
Ironic to be poisoned by the children god created

Always here
Reminded by the smell of our disgust
I guess I smell like rot
But the only thing I see is the fact I'm always coming back to you

I press my body on the floor
The dread has left me fiendishly feeling sore
Tell me again who you thought I'd be
Lost alone
I just needed you here to help me see
I just need you here to be with me

I've allowed the substance to set
The sky now falls, as visions make me upset
I think back to days when you were here
But the only reason I'm alive is cruelty and fear
Here we lay, decay and die, the stone describes my hair, my eyes, and everything inside
But no one knows how I felt
If only I could describe the scenery
The rose buds
With water flowing

I've tried to dig the grave up
The only thing I find is you inside
Still dead without the light in your eyes
Can you speak to me for once now
Or am I supposed to feel this empty around the house

They all think I'm gonna die
It's funny because I've always been dead inside
No longer feeling sunlight
I just want to sink my teeth back into you