Kamikaze Pilots

In the beginning
I didn't feel like this every single day
In the beginning
My mind didn't focus on darkness above other things

But now I'm here
And nothing's clear
My heart hits my stomach
It beats to my plummet
Let me go

Don't clean your room
Cuz you know what happens
You know what happens next
You won't see tomorrow

Now everything's different
My hands always shake and I pick all the paint off my nails
Yes everything's different
My thoughts won't stop rolling my tongue won't lay still in my mouth

But now I'm here
And nothing's clear
I wish you would tell me
Just do it please hurt
Let me go

Don't clean your room
Cuz you know what happens
You know what happens next
You won't see tomorrow

My brain has kamikaze pilots
They want me to fall to the ground
How do we beat kamikaze pilots
I say

My brain has kamikaze pilots
They want me to fall to the ground
How do we beat kamikaze pilots
them let's shoot them all down