high school is over

I hate the way you act so cool when you know you're really not
You always walk around like you make the rules and you think that you're so hot
And you could always make me feel like i was just a piece of shit
I guess its just a lack of social skills i never learned when i was a kid
And im uncomfortable in my own skin
I don't wanna die but i don't really wanna live
And the drugs i guess they work but i still can't really seem to forget
About the way you made me feel when you would run up to me and steal a kiss
I guess really just wanna go back and relive those days when we were kids
Why you gotta go and make me feel like this oh no
Why you gotta go and make me feel like this oh no
And high school is over and im wasting too much time on you
But you wanna hit me up when you're way too drunk
So you can come up and sleep in my room
I think you think im someone else
And i think you could maybe help
And maybe i will never be alright
Maybe i will never be alright
Yeah im always getting way too fucking high
Its the only way i ever seem to pass the time
Till you call my phone and i don't know why
Till i take you home and you make me cry
Now im all alone and im staring at the sky
Yeah maybe i was never meant to be alright
Right
Baby it was never meant to be alright
I told you every sad song that i like
And maybe its time for me to move along
Listen im trying but i can't move on
So i hit my bong
One too many times in a single damn night
And i know that you're right but i love it when we fight
So just yell at me more so i can cry all night
Wake up in the morning with these expectations in my mind
Thats all i can think of is how you're so right
How im so blind to things like these
And if you were mine we would get chinese
What do you like its not shit like me
Its so hard to be when you're not with me
What do you like its not shit like me
Its so hard to be when you're not with me