Down

Falling
Fading
Down, down, down I go
Falling
Fading
Down, down, down
Down I go
Am I dreaming, or
Am I really sleeping
It's hard to tell the difference
When I'm chained up by my demons
This lab inside my mind is where
They see how far their scheming
Can push until I break
I'm in a pool of doubt each evening
They hold me 'till I drown
And then resuscitate my breathing
I'm scared of breaking out though
'Cause these walls can't take the beating
I think I've got a purpose
But I'm tryna find the meaning
I think I've got a little faith
Does that mean I'm believing
I don't know if I've been working
I've been doing a lot but I'm learning
Sometimes I get busy on purpose subconsciously
So I don't realize I'm hurting
I wanna be following God
But don't know if I'm really searching
Maybe I'm not 'cause it's hard to be looking for something
You need, but know you don't deserve it
I know that I've been fake and I've been distant
I hate that what I hate is living in me
The choices that I make are my decision
So why do I keep taking from the mission
Is it that I've been chasing only visions
Or is it maybe that I'm feeling
A little bit crazy 'cause I'm giving
Hip-Hop all I have but even after that
Don't get the winning
Falling
Fading
Down, down, down I go
Falling
Fading
Down, down, down
Down I go
Down
I'm going down
How
I wonder how
Drown
I came to drown
Doubt
Let's start with doubt
Now
When I look around
Town
I don't hear a sound
Found
Everywhere I look I'm seeing everybody's bound
No one's really free and nobody's getting out
I don't wanna be a joke
But the mirror shows a clown
I've been fighting inner demons and I'm in another round
Pow
Took one to the soul
Could've swore I lost the crown
But I've got a God who wants lost things all found
So please find me
I've been calling out
I've been crying
Found a dark little hole that I could hide in
I wanna crawl out but I'm sliding
Back down in it I'm trying
I don't see the way
Not denying it
I wanna know that I'm headed to you
If I'm not then I'd rather be dying
God, if I shut my eyes
And tonight is the night I die
Will I see what I see in my mind's eye
You right in front of me or will I find
That I've been walking on a tight rope and my road
Is not a really pretty one, the lights in my soul
Could probably use a changing, that price is high though
Gotta let go of me, but my pride it likes home
Falling
Fading
Down, down, down I go
Falling
Fading
Down, down, down
Down I go
Mark this
There's a couple things I'm taking out
Garbage
Like regrets and lack of faith
I found targets
That I'm hunting down
On the prowl armed with
A newly found fire being fanned in the dark
This stone that I've been holding
Think I put it where my heart sits
Felt it long ago
Now I must've tossed it
Wait a minute, think the flame is shedding light
And now I see the stone is what my heart is
I have been working on myself
I have been cleaning up my shelves
I have been trying to do something I can be proud of
But I ignore my health
I've been focused on what I built
Not what God has built for me in my field
Life will take you up like a ride will
So I'm telling you how my insides feel
Like I'm falling
Falling
Fading
Down, down, down I go
Falling
Fading
Down, down, down
Down I go



Credits
Writer(s): Seth Himebaugh
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