Loving You

Loving you its a miracle and that's the truth
Don't gotta lie to you baby girl I'm in the booth

Don't gotta be sober to be trippin over
Cause I'm super depressed I swear I'm sober

I've just
Been through a lot of pain and depression

I think god is trying to make me learn my lesson
Cause I

Didn't put the Smith and Wesson head
Instead I cried in bed all night

Afraid of the feds watching me
Yes I feel them stalking me
Get a shiver down my spine every time she talk to me
Cause her

Smile is so beautiful
Yes its a curse
Please take me to my grave in a nice hearse

Yes I was trippin off a dumb bitch
Yes we done
Nobody really knows where I'm comin' from

Yes my life great but my mental health ain't
I'm clinically depressed and it ain't great

Was used since the 6th to the 8th grade
She not even here and I still feel the same

Don't know what to do I'm goin' crazy
People in my class ask me why I'm lookin' super dazy

I swear I'm not high
I would never lie
I don't wanna smoke that shit cause I don't wanna die

I swear I'm sober
Don't come over
Lean on my shoulder
Cause it's been a long time since someone has took over

And its getting so much colder now I'm fucking freezing
Is it just me or people don't seem to please me

I feel alone and stuck in my mind
Sometimes I sit in the corner and fucking cry

I feel so depressed
I feel like I'm slowly dying
You see the smile on my face yes I'm fucking trying

I'm gonna be a better man than yesterday
Stop making mistakes like I used to make

Learned from my lessons
Taking the test answer some questions
No I ain't never trip off a bitch
Just been studying for questions

Heads up
Your gonna be in the game too
Just don't make the same mistakes I do