I Can't Right Now

14 years old
Lost hope when my pops stopped breathing
Give a fuck about my mom
I'll off myself for this damn reason
And fuck a counselor that shit ain't help me face my demons
But fuck it I'm 15 now
Scared up in the booth
Like do I rap or I do sing now?
Treat that bitch like a car
And "Repo'd" the whole thing now
Featured on a track spit my verse and now I'm thinking like yeah this be the crack
Took it back to school
And now they telling me this shit don't smack
This a punch to the skull
This a kickback from a gun that put a bullet through your nose
This is that
Why the fuck you take that disc and smack that nigga with his track?
Who the fuck you think you is?
Who the hell taught you to rap?
Like Chase this shit ain't fine
This gotta be a crime
Nah I'm playing fake diss
I still keep bro up on my line
And I pray you doing good
And one day I hope you take this shit for real like the way I think you should
Hope this wake you up
Nigga

Yeah that's my muthafucking dawg man
Ian keep doing yo thing boy

Lost Boys Gang

Can I make a fucking dollar off a rap tune?
Aye can I make a fucking dollar off a rap tune?
Aye J. Cole can I rap for you?

Aye can I make a fucking dollar off a rap tune?
Aye can I make a fucking dollar off a rap tune?
Aye can I make a fucking dollar off a rap tune?
Aye J. Cole can I rap for you?

16
The new kid on the scene
Realize I got a "Blessing"
"New Era" I'm the king
First time I held a pistol I was aiming at "These Dreamz"
With a girl right on my mind
I thought I'd give her a ring
Tripping I was for sure
But my mental knows growth
I think 3 times my age
I wanted her for her soul
These niggas wanted her body,
I wanted her for know
How the fuck I never got her?
I promise we'll never know
Another birthday passed
I'm another year old
Dropped a tape that was great, I thought it would make me blow
Had my school going dummy
When they heard the intro
Saying Illest Be The Killer if you know then you know
What's up?
I thought I did enough
Only had an EP
Only made one CD
Really thought a sold out arena
Was where I'd B-E
But shit I'm still with Nelly and OG
We playing basketball in PE
Like damn

And y'all jump shot still broke nigga
Y'all don't want these problems nigga
We can hit the court up right now like what's up?

Can I make a fucking dollar off a rap tune?
Aye can I make a fucking dollar off a rap tune?
Aye J. Cole can I rap for you?

Aye can I make a fucking dollar off a rap tune?
Aye can I make a fucking dollar off a rap tune?
Aye can I make a fucking dollar off a rap tune?
Aye J. Cole can I rap for you?

What a life I lived and you don't know the half of it
Know this shit a movie
And I'm finna go past budget
Don't give a fuck
I'm just hoping that the cast love it
So I break a leg to prove I snap like poets slam dunking
This that heartfelt you won't hear at a damn function
The only bright I see inside this Nightmare junction
Memories I hope we get back
18 was in love
But I already proved that
Message to my Ex
I want you back
I think she knew that
Now I'm 19
Fuck everything I did this year
Except this one thing
Hit a concert
And the artist that I planned to see
The second after show
I thought I'd go to straight to league
Cause look how far I came
Something that I'd never be
If I ain't put in work and believed in chasing dreams
I'm at the back of arenas
An hour, two, or three
We waited and couldn't take it
Counting every RV
A black Caddy came
I swear I'm not even me
When the window rolled down
And shit who did I see?
That man from Fayetteville who once was living like me
Saw myself inside his eyes
But fuck it, can't even breathe
Can I rap for you?!
If I did would he agree?
I should be signed to The Ville
This nigga looked at me
Like I'm sorry kid
I know how this gonna seem
I'm like what you mean?
I'm thinking wow
Last words he ever said
I can't right now

Chasey The Illest
Chasey The Illest
Chasey The Illest
Yeah