Peanut Butter Waffles

I'm always singing 'bout my fickle feelings
'Cause there ain't no antidote
Laying here in silence
'Cause I cannot find the damn remote
Even if I found it I would probably just flip, flip and flip
In the midst of August
Getting started on my Christmas list

I been thinking 'bout you
And I wanna go do something nice
I can't take rejection
And that's why I pay the crazy price
If you ain't ecstatic I feel like I blew it big time
I'm a little manic
I just wanna see your big smile

Nothing means more to me
Than when I hear that you're proud of me
Acting like a kid
Because I never quite learned how to be
Peanut butter waffles
When it's dinner time and I'm alone
Hiding in my castle
But the walls are made of styrofoam

I know, there's no in between
It's either high, low
You know how to balance but I don't
I wish I could finally just find home

I know, there's no in between
It's either high, low
You know how to balance but I don't
I wish I could finally just find home

I'm drinking coffee at 3 a.m.
Playing Battlegrounds and Overwatch
Volume up to fifty
'Cause it get too trippy if it's not
I can hear the fridge buzz
I can hear my thoughts clear
I can hear the room ring
I can hear who's not here

I let my lil' bro talk me
Into buying designer clothes
He tell me I'm flexing
But I don't even feel kinda close
Them bitches were brand new
But they look like old shoes
Could've bought a puppy
Or 220 cold brews

When somebody ask me how I been
I get too personal
Catching up and small talk
Are two things I never learned to do
I make life decisions in the time
It take to brush my teeth
Can't remember where I been
Don't know where I'm gonna be

I know, there's no in between
It's either high, low
You know how to balance but I don't
I wish I could finally just find home

I know, there's no in between
It's either high, low
You know how to balance but I don't
I wish I could finally just find home

Na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
I wish I could finally just find home

Na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
I wish I could finally just find home