Times

I remember times
When you always called
Even if I'm barely picking up the phone
Shit, was never easy you were never home
Even when the TVs on I'm alone
I was with mom but you were never there
Even started thinking do you even care
Knowing all the drinking has you in the air
Would you ever stop home maybe be aware
Do ever think that anything would change
Even in the past tense when you always drank
Maybe if you didn't things would be the way
You probably always dreamed of
But it is okay
Cause I'm living my life different in a way
I know we barely talk
I hope that your okay
We'll always be family
No matter the place
I am doing better living in this state
But sometimes I think
Could it have changed
Maybe if you acted different when I stayed
Now its hard to see you unless I'm on a plane
And its hard to drive long on the interstate
Life just has a path
I guess that mine has changed
Maybe one day I can tell you to your face
That I always love you no matter the things
You have made me go thru
It really paved the way
But I remember times
When you always called
Even if I'm barely picking up the phone