Abstract Reality

I don't know what I said
I don't know what to say
Look they left me on read
They're mad at me aren't they
I'm making the same mistakes
Thinking they're gonna hate
Me if I ever say
Something wrong
Anxiety chasing me
I wanna get up and leave
But It'll be following me all along

Is my mind playing tricks on me
Is this just my mentality
I just wish my brain would set me free
From this abstract reality

I don't know how to act
I don't know when to speak
Overthinking again
Making my logic weak
I'm making the same mistakes
Thinking they're gonna hate
Me if I act out of place
It's too much
It's all catching up with me
Too late to get up and leave
I guess I'll just wait and see
If it stays in touch

Is my mind playing tricks on me
Is this just my mentality
I just wish my brain would set me free
From this abstract reality

I've been told what is real before
But I don't know what to believe anymore
It's hard to tell what's real or fake
If I go on like this I'm gonna break
Down and my head is gonna burst
I'm sick of feeling like I'm the worst

Is my mind playing tricks on me
Is this just my mentality
I just wish my brain would set me free
From this abstract reality



Credits
Writer(s): Isabella Bryant
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