Randomly

Every time I think I have you out of my head
You show up and remind me all the reasons I wish I was dead
You never had a problem leaving, you abandoned me
So tell me why, tell me why you keep appearing randomly

Sunrise to sunset, the thought of you stalks me
Your presence haunts me, it's so exhausting
I'd be lying if I said I didn't think of calling
But I remember you crossed me, and that thought always stops me
I'm always close to forgetting you exist, have a new lover in my midst
But you appear, and remind me that I will never love another's kiss
I try to run from the old and find something new
But I'm convinced there's no one out there that will ever compare to you

Every time I think I have you out of my head
You show up and remind me all the reasons I wish I was dead
You never had a problem leaving, you abandoned me
So tell me why, tell me why you keep appearing randomly

Had a good day with my gang, didn't think of you all day
But when I unlocked my phone, you're the first note on my screen
I can't meet up any more, it's ruining my self esteem
Cause I thought it was love, but you didn't really love me
Our relationship was over, I was your tool for the day
You only called me up because you felt that certain kind of way
I was your sensation, you were my amazing
Your promise to rebuild our love was fake, you just want me naked
I moved to a different city, all the girls there are so pretty
I don't come home very often, you're the reason for my problems
I still go by your house every time I'm bout to leave
Why I even do it, I don't know what I expect to see
You show up in the daily posts, on the Gram, on my snap
I know we'll never work out, but I just want you so bad
How can I want you to disappear when you're my fantasy
Choose to leave or stay, just don't make it randomly

Every time I think I have you out of my head
You show up and remind me all the reasons I wish I was dead
You never had a problem leaving, you abandoned me
So tell me why, tell me why you keep appearing randomly

You keep appearing randomly
Please go away, ooh
You're always around
Please go away!



Credits
Writer(s): Holden Jung
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