Feelings

I have to find my peace unless you come to me
I'd rather stay inside a burning house with you than flee
Towards a brighter sky, fuck that's only stories shit
We're never really fixed so what's the point to try to be
My past is sticky sure I'll pass it pleasurably
Especially when you remind me how I screwed up things
Be comprehensive, please don't let the voices talking
Just leave and join me here you want it, don't you lie about it!

'Cause when I'll quit this place
And will be by myself
I'd like to scream and
State that I have no regret
Won't you be my second chance
For this short time length?
And screw these pros and cons
Let's play one whole new game

I had to see I was affected, wounds open,
broken-hearted is what I say to who's smashing
Limits asking why I can't share my full traits
I've been victim of my own plans so the trust's dead
How I feel is not what I'll claim 'cause I care
Seems this book never comes to an end, turn the page again
'Cause I won't get engaged in the long term I can't stand
The fact that the shortest are the main ones I can get

You know...
I think you're just overinvolved
You should just let it go...
Just breathe!
Forget all about overthinking
And over feeling, alright?
To me, it's all about feelings!
I need them!
They were away from me for too long now
And I just can't let them go...
You need to... try to fit in!
Stop all of it, stop being emotional
Stop being yourself!
Or it'll kill you...
Is that what you want?

It's as my senses were enhanced so bad that breezes can affect me
All these noises I can hear and
All these feels I thought would heal me
Keep consuming all my battery, this gift is just a burden
It deserves to be buried I can barely bear it
Back in time, I used to fly alongside with all the stars
Fell from high but now I'm back and what I want I cannot have
It's all about it, I won't deny it
You're the only one that makes me wanna keep it

But I can switch my needs as fast as light speed goes
What's my goal? I just have to feel it all
It's in my soul, my blood, my bones, my heart was cold
But now it blows I'll let it glow that's how I'll roll
Withdrawal is not an option
I'm diving in an ocean, emotions are strangling me strange is
How I thought they'll stay hidden in the dark yeah
But I'm glad that they got out yeah

So, have you reached a decision?
I have...
What is it?
See, feelings are meant to be lived...
And if death is what's coming next, well...
I already made my peace with it
Are you sure?
I'll die for sure...
But I'll feel first...
I'll live first...
I'm sure of that...

Mmmmmmh,
Mmmh, Mmmh,
Mmmmmmh,
Mmmh, Mmmh,
Mmmmmmh,
Mmmh, Mmmh,
Mmmmmmh,
Mmmh, Mmmh,