Depressher

Depressher
To make my name
Depressher
To claim my fame
Depressher
To spend a couple bands
Depressher
To gain another fan
Depressher
To have my name in lights
Depressher
To act like I'm alright
Depressher
To make sure imma shine
Depressher
Depressher yea

They pressing me
To make it look easy
But imma lie
If I said it wasn't filthy
So hungry for the green
But it wasn't touching me
Missing meals just to pay my bills
Believe me
Had thoughts of suicide
It's either do or die
It got the best of me
I didn't want my life
Asking god why me
With tears all in my eyes
It was pressure pressure
Exploding all in side
It was hard to converse
Never did I find the words
How could I express
When I was really at my worst
Asked my motha what it take to listen,
That my feelings ain't fake
Uh Yea
Lost my job to an accident to a nigga on meth
Car almost got repod, 3 bands in debt
I was trappin trappin
And feeling hopeless
I just wanna get de pressure off of my chest

Depressher
To make my name
Depressher
To claim my fame
Depressher
To spend a couple bands
Depressher
To gain another fan
Depressher
To have my name in lights
Depressher
To act like I'm alright
Depressher
To make sure imma shine
Depressher
Depressher yea

It was hard to create
Couldn't make it to stage
Place that felt like home
All started to fade
Lost identity
No recognizing my face
I was praying praying
That this was all a phase
Missed a whole lotta gigs
A whole lotta shit
Stuck in a daze
Got lost in a maze
Tried to sleep away my days
Wake up feeling the same
I don't deserve this hurt
Shit got worse n worse
Everyone around me moving
Fast pace fast pace
Here I was dispersing
Away
To waste
Couldn't keep up my image
So I had to go missing
Missing every little thing
My mentalitys livid
Screaming Jesus please fix it
Ain't no posting of pictures
I was alive no living
Ain't no fake it to make it
What I'm speaking I lived it
Ain't no fake it to make it
What I'm speaking I lived it

It's the pressure to the diamonds
Pressure create diamonds
So when it comes to pressure
I knew I'd come out shining



Credits
Writer(s): Beatrice Lemite
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