Good or Bad

I had to stand firm
I felt like I dont have a choice
I had to act different
I had to make sure
I'm not involved
In lot of shit that were Happening around my hood
Maybe that's why some niggas
Called me mama's babe
I hated that name
Cos they know
Nothing about me
Its more like I've changed
But it's not like that
Some companies
are just full of negativity
And everybody is
So quick to judge in here
And everybodyIs not afraid
To start a fight
Everybody believes that
I got strength and power
To put you down
Ain't scared of you
This is the real world
We live by pain and Joy
When you happy
Something can come
and destroy
When you are sad
Something can come
And cheer you up
Like nothing happened
in few seconds
I cry out loud
Cos I'm allowed
Expressing all my feelings like I wanna keep the crown
I pray to God about emotions
I try hard to correct all my mistakes
I'm trying hard but sometimes
I feel lost
I'm not even trying to buy anyone's face
Im doing what I wanna do
Thats my case
You wanna talk about me
That's your case

I do what I wanna do
I do what i wanna do
I hate the fact that
Either you play good
Or you play bad
This people they keep talking
Nigga every day
All you can do ma nigga bona
Shut the fuck up
Shut the fuck up
Shut the fuck up
All you can do ma nigga bona
Shut the fuck up
Shut the fuck up
Shut the fuck up
All you can do ma nigga bona

I've seen my dad doing well
Ive seen my dad getting sick
I've seen my mom sad
I used to see my mom happy
That's when I realised
How life can change
I've seen my dad get anxious
Tears all my face as I write this song
The pain is too much
I've seen my brothers getting drunk
I've seen myself smoking skunk
I got that feeling
That now I'm acting dumb
But yeh yeh now I got the juice
Im feeling like im too old and too broad
I'm facing everybody
Nigga on my own
I used to be afraid but not anymore
I make ways for myself
I do work for myself
I'm too old to depend
On somebody salary