Affirmations

Jot thoughts inside of my journal, those turn to affirmations
Ancestors waiting, to fill my soul where there's empty spaces
Lay out my blood through the ink from pens, while i'm flipping pages
Odessa spoke through my heart and told me boy just patient (Just be patient nigga)

Jot thoughts inside of my journal, those turn to affirmations
Ancestors waiting, to fill my soul where there's empty spaces
Lay out my blood through the ink from pens, while i'm flipping pages
Oshun done spoke through my soul and told me boy just patient (Just be patient nigga)

Don't really know how I feel right now, should I stay or leave?
You think i'm cold, I just don't wear feelings onside my sleeves
Was this innate? Just taught? Or methods I learned to cope with?
Feel that we're drifting, I thought that you was the one to grow with
You think you know me
But now I feel that you just don't know shit
Verbally speaking my pain ain't really my thing, you know this
I'd rather write out the shit in my head then start reflecting
You'd rather talk, I can't speak no words at this fucking second
At times my thoughts are like atom bombs, and that shit be shocking
If I don't get time to think we'll end up like Nagasaki
Maybe i'm just the man for you girl, but if not then fuck it
We might be students just crossing paths, learning about this love shit
Say that you love how I make you feel, you can just be open
I'm laying bricks in the places of walls I just had broken
I write for folks that done lost their way and they feeling hopeless
Ancestors spoken, just list my sage, now the gates are open

Jot thoughts inside of my journal, those turn to affirmations
Ancestors waiting, to fill my soul where there's empty spaces
Lay out my blood through the ink from pens, while i'm flipping pages
Odessa spoke through my soul and told me boy just patient (Just be patient nigga)

Jot thoughts inside of my journal, those turn to affirmations
Ancestors waiting, to fill my soul where there's empty spaces
Lay out my blood through the ink from pens, while i'm flipping pages
Oshun done spoke through my heart and told me boy just patient (Just be patient nigga)

I feel the difference so now I ask, how's your energy?
I can feel it's low and that deep inside you're resenting me
Full moon in Libra which means it's time to release your weakness
That ram and lion up in your chart mixed with dark and sweetness
I stare outside of my window just searching for some answers
I feel that fire inside my heart as a jot this stanza
Guess Sae was right, now I'm looking back like I should've listened
Wanted a title, but now I feel that my mind done shifted
No looking back in the mirror searching for yesterday
Spiritual scars will get deeper if time gone tell the way
Slice of the pie of the evil, to put your minds at bay
Trailing by 85 sunken fiends that ain't found their way (Skeez)