Roses

I turned 26 today
Tears running down my face
Last night overwhelmed with pain
Tried to sleep it all away
What does it mean
If they still come to see you in your nightmares
Wake up, remember that nobody told you life's fair
I can't make you love me
The way I loved you
Can't make them see my vision
As hard as I do
I try to heal myself
But somehow it's hurting you
Feels like everythings a lie
Now I'm scared to know the truth
Getting high in the morning
So I don't think about you
I'm tired, I'm too tired
I was the one you'd run to
And cry while I held you
That doesn't mean shit to you
Redemption for my past
That's why I always kept it real with you
But
I'm still living with this shit like every day
Sometimes it's hard to fall asleep and I just stay awake
Dreaming about you now and then
And I re-live the pain
Hoping one day that it'll fade away
I fade away

I hope you're doing better
Wish that we could be together
Do roses live forever?
Do they wither just like us?
These nights are getting restless
You've been leaving me so breathless
I hope you get this message
I don't think you'll ever know

I pray god knows what to do with me
I wander out here aimlessly
A shame to see me lose myself
With someone that I used to be
Whatever works
Rather be anyone but myself
I deal with guilt, it doesn't help
Being constantly reminded
Of what made my living hell
I dealt with girl I really cared about
Her father be using and sometimes
It really stress her out
And here I am rhyming bout
That tan, white and kitchen scales
Held back tears for the years
I'm feeling like a child
I pray we never met in a past life
Hug your daughter for me
Cause right now we ain't really right
Bout to catch this flight, mind altering
Im all in, bring the violins
Bring the vices I be falling in
I dropped this song last year
I called it Twenty5
Tears to my eyes
Thinking bout the way they did my guys
How he get deported
And he can't see his baby?
Pulled up to a party
Someone called me by my name, she
Was my mans girl
We went to school together
Enjoying all the summer weather
Asked me how I'm doing
I said good but i could be much better
Have you seen my daughter?
She out running round
I said no, but good to see you
Then I turned around
Tears trickeled down
The guilt feels like a thousand pounds
Don't deserve the love, or the support
If you knew me now
Fuck the Oval Office
Keep my dawg up out those state greens
Still FUCK ICE till the bury me
Or one day if they murder me

I hope you're doing better
Wish that we could be together
Do roses live forever?
Do they wither just like us?
These nights are getting restless
You've been leaving me so breathless
I hope you get this message
I don't think you'll ever know
I don't think you'll ever know
Yeah

Nothing in this world
Can change the way you make feel
There's nothing in this world
That ever felt this real
Nothing in this world
Can change the way you make feel
There's nothing in this world
That ever felt this real

You been on my mind, yeah
I been searching far and wide
But you just haven't been found
You been on my mind, yeah
You been working all this time
So you ain't never been round
You just need a little break
Tell your job you need the day off
I could take you to our favorite place
We ain't even gotta stay long
I just wanna give you an escape
Clear your head out in this space
I just want to make memories
See that smile glisten on your face
This is what you need

Eres tan descomunal
Lo serio de tu honestidad
Me hacen sonreir
Luces, Sol, Dioses de la humanidad juegan con tu voz
Juegan con tu voz
Y en las nubes
Nadie sabe lo que haces para amar asi

Nothing in this world
Can change the way you make feel
There's nothing in this world
That ever felt this real