Puddin'

I was ya puddin way before joker was Hollie Quinn's
Way before you went behind my back and you fucked with my mans
Way before I fucked all ya friends
Because revenge is sweeter than that pussy I was suckin on in the back of ya benz
Well let me chill
Lemme let that pain go even tho that shit hasn't healed
It was just little too real
All my niggas must have all the sauce or juice
They took the ones I loved and left me so confused
Now I'm the one who got the trust issues
Just fuckin good women right out they shoes, leave em wetter than pools
But it doesn't fix what it coulda been
What it really was, or what I thought was going on between us
It was More than lust
It was a lot more than trust
It was all about us back when i was ya

I was a lot more than ya Nigga
I woulda pulled the trigger for you baby
Never treat you less than a lady
I was ya puddin and you was my baby

Go to the park in dark
Talk until ya momma start calling and fussin
Take you in the benz give you head until cussin
You was my baby and I was ya puddin

I was like Joker
And you was my holly quinn
Crazy about you in every way
You was my everything and I was ya puddin

I was a lot more than ya Nigga
I woulda pulled the trigger for you baby
Never treat you less than a lady
I was ya puddin and you was my baby

I was ya puddin but that didn't matter
You found better qualities in some of my niggas
What about all of them dinners and all of them movies
Once you was my baby them groupies didn't move me
Memories I could never really let go of
When you needed me I would always just show up
And when it was time to for us to finally grow up
I never thought that we wouldn't do that together
You was my sweater in the colder weather
When it would rain I was ya um brella Ella
And now when it rains I think about how I could have been better
It wasn't me tho
I was just chillin
You was in the back of the back scheming with all villains
And the thing that still got me buggin if nothing
I loved you without the sex
What woman could say that about the rest
I loved you for what you had deep inside your chest
I lusted for your soul and not your flesh
I was ya Nigga
And You was my bitch tho
I loved you more than I loved smoking that endo
But up in the end tho
We may not ever make amends tho
Because you was fucking with my friends hoe
But I'm just saying tho
What about our future and plans tho
Take them vacations our toes up in the sand tho
Going above and beyond as ya mans tho
Showing you off in front of all of my mans tho
You by my side and we holding them hands tho
But behind my back you was up in the back holding hands with my mans no
Now what the fuck is real friends tho
How many of us really have em
And when I come home I still want you that's something I really can't fathom
You shitted on my feelings like the toilet in the bathroom
And you still don't give a fuck but I want you to see tho
Looking in my eyes you will never see me tho
And thats because I thought that
I thought I was ya puddin
I thought that
I though that I was ya puddin

I was a lot more than ya Nigga
I woulda pulled the trigger for you baby
Never treat you less than a lady
I was ya puddin and you was my baby

Go to the park in dark
Talk until ya momma start calling and fussin
Take you in the benz give you head until cussin
You was my baby and I was ya puddin

I was like Joker
And you was my holly quinn
Crazy about you in every way
You was my everything and I was ya puddin

I was a lot more than ya Nigga
I woulda pulled the trigger for you baby
Never treat you less than a lady
I was ya puddin and you was my baby