Waves

Every now and then
I can't help but stop and go back in
To the thought of what we used to be

And I remember what it was like
To break your heart and leave the pile
Of pieces and leave you on your knees

But it comes and goes in waves
And I'm dreaming of all the ways it could have changed oh
It's like my heart will only let me forget so much
About a woman that I will never touch again
You always seem just too far away
For you to ever hear me say "I'm sorry"

They say that time is your best friend
But it just gets me further in this hole that I'm in
Of dreaming I wasn't who I am

And I still think of the love I saw
In those blue eyes every time that I look up
At the November sky where I kissed you
For the first and very last time oh

But it comes and goes in waves
And I'm dreaming of all the ways that it could have changed oh
It's like my mind will only ever let me think
As my best decisions all become my worst memories
Become my memories oh

It's like my heart only let me forget so much
About a woman that I will never touch again
You always seem just too far away
For you hear me say "I'm sorry"

Ooo