Hopeless - Alternate Version

It's been a long year
Everything's new and you're not here
It's something that I've never felt
I've tried and I've tried
But I can't seem to find myself
And I swear
I won't forget the things we faced
But I can't bear
To keep making the same mistake
I'm losing my mind
Can't figure it out
The voices in my head are screaming too loud

The rain begins to fall
But I don't care at all
I'm trying hard to cope with this
But there's so much back home I miss
I feel so hopeless without you

There isn't a day that flies by when you don't cross my mind
I feel so alone 'cause I left everyone behind
And I can't go home
I need to live my life but I can't do this on my own

The rain begins to fall
But I don't care at all
I'm trying hard to cope with this
But there's so much back home I miss
I feel so hopeless without

I feel our time is fading
This world is full of change
But I can't just keep you waiting
'Cause every single memory is tearing up inside of me
And the life that I lived before
It doesn't exist anymore
And it's hard for me to say that I'm okay
'Cause I could be better
I could be better than this

I know we're both a wreck
But I know this is for the best
And this burns inside my chest
I'm sick of this weather pouring down on my head
Now we've gone our separate ways
There's nothing left for us to say
This just gets harder every day
But I know that soon it'll be okay