Tommy

Tommy was a nice kid
I never had another friend like him
And now i know how it feels to be like him
Caus tommy has a secret he hide
I know cause i can see it with in
He says its fine but i can see its a fib
I come over and hes crying cause his mom left him
He never got to see her again
Sorry tommy i know how it feels
And it sucks when your own dad cant believe the ordeal
Cause i know the person he blames is you
Tommy tries to kill himself with a bottle of pills
Cause tommy hates his life
Lies like thats an escape
And says
That im gonna do it when shit starts attacking my brain
Days later i see him in public
And he just looks up set
But i dont say shit
But hes not acting the same
Its like somthing snaped in his brain
Hes trying to act fine like this is my actual brain
And says that he has to dip
Cause hes running late
And i walk away
But i know its a lie
Cause when i look into his eyes
I see his pain
So dont try telling me that your fine
When i see your face
But why the fuck does god keep attacking my friends
Its really starting to piss me off that your acting like this
Its like you put me on this earth so i can help people when they are depressed
And you took the same knife they use and stabbed me in the chest
Damn im tired of this fuckery
I love you and if this was up to me
I would be dead with you looking up to me
It hurts me to see your pain
Im running out of energy with step an
The day before you died you sent a text
Called and left this message

"Hey nate i know we havent really hung out in a while
We havent talked in like two years but i - i think we need to reconect sometime
I havent really been myself lately... any way hit - hit me up sometime man lets talk"

But i listened shruged it off saw the text and left it
Damn why the fuck do you have to do this
You was there evertime when i felt usless
Everytime i was scared and felt like i was stupid
Everytime i just wanted to give up on my music
You told me thats the struggle of being an artist
Don't give up a star only shines in darkness
Its funny that you told me that
I wish we were kids playing around that shit i wont take back
The day it happened you called
Said you needed my company
"Yea man come over im off work luckily"
I didnt think anything of it
Replaying it in my head makes me wanna vomit
You came over told me and everything
And said "you cant tell anyone nate promise"
"Yea bro i wont im being honest"
Then you pulled the gun out of your pocket
And loaded the clip inside his gun
And blew his dome in two
He dreamed of death but this is actual pain
I cant help tommy your passing away



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Writer(s): Nathan Lvne
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