Aware

Worst thing comes to worse
I fucking die a tragic death
Or some shit
And
I'm not able to see out my dreams

As soon as I'm awake I'm aware
The new day is burning
I'm tangled up in sheets and my hair is burnt
The heat is hurting
As soon as I'm awake I'm aware
My body is in protest
My arms can't pull the sheets back
And my heart is hurting

As soon as I'm awake I'm aware
That I might of died
And there ain't really nothing left
Because I died a fucking tragic death
Because my life's a fucking mess
And I prayed my life would be taken instead
My vision blurry as everything
Has been filled with red
Followed what the voices said
As they messed with my fucking head
A normal fucking life is just something I'll never get
Tripping over my thoughts
Wondering where this good went
What happened to this good kid
Where'd he go
Where this kid
Where he is?
Uh
Who is this devil
Fuck with my mental
I am above hell
Fuck with my level
Mess with my thoughts
Mess with my mental
Fucking with me
Mess with the devil

After we wake up
We don't really see a need to breathe
Don't see a need to be
Why should we be here
If we don't want to be here
If we wanna off ourself
I think we should just do it

As soon as I'm awake I'm aware
The new day is burning
I'm tangled up in sheets and my hair is burnt
The heat is hurting
As soon as I'm awake I'm aware
My body is in protest
My arms can't pull the sheets back
And my heart is hurting

I'm lost in a
Dark cloud in the forrest
I don't know how to get out
To be honest
My hearts way to broken
Just for me to care
I don't know what to do
You just weren't there
Life may be hard
But I cannot bare
Seeing you anymore
I just don't care
I know that life ain't
Really what it seems
I think
The same thing
What does it all mean?
I'm trying to figure it all out
One
By
One
I remember when we were outside
A Singing our song
All the love
All the hate
And
All the mistreatment
I just wanna make right
Think about it please man
I'm sorry for what I put you through
Now I'm well aware
I just wanna see my kid
Make it right
But you don't care
(You don't care)
I fucking hate my life
And I just feel like pure shit
I just wanna kill myself
Because B'm too fucking worthless
All the love I give out
I don't get any back
Now It's all bullshit
Now I'm well aware
If I die
Nobody's gonna care
Because I'm useless

As soon as I'm awake I'm aware
The new day is burning
I'm tangled up in sheets and my hair is burnt
The heat is hurting
As soon as I'm awake I'm aware
My body is in protest
My arms can't pull the sheets back
And my heart is hurting



Credits
Writer(s): Connor Hartigan
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