Understanding

You say I needed help cus my spirit is missin'
Im not need I'm consistent but you don't know the difference
I thought we were compatible, Ive always been honest
But I guess it wasn't right, I just put too much on us

I tried to make it real and I took it all serious
I never knew a nigga who lacked so much experience
I don't think I'm always right, you're just always wrong
Thats why you're in your damn feelings and we can't get along

Live in your own fantasies with issues to solve
Your in your own head, your world dosen't revolve
I was there went that fuckboy cheated on your ass
I would care when that fuckboy fleeted on your ass

If my heart was a target, your mouth was a rife
I was shook when you told me you was ending your life
Tried talking you to harmony and loving and peace
When I heard the phone ring I had called the police

I tried to come see you but you wanted your space
But then when yall break up you want to come to the H?
We'd be on the same page but in two different continents
You know damn well I helped you become confident

So many shades of grey its not always black and white
Its there for a reason bitch, its not a wrong or right
No matter if I'm poor or no matter if I'm rich
I'll never claim the title of a selfish ass bitch, Understanding

I understand that you was so selfish but you couldn't leave me alone
I understand I gave you heart shelter but mine never had no home
I understand that love is so wreckless you never know where to go
I understand, I understand

Heart never saw us, fatality was you man
Even when we was kicking it like Luke Cane
You was just a new flame that turned into my boo thang
In your pocket for your convenience like loose change

Spend a little money lot of time
My pockets got fatter now you want to spend mine
You can't even sip wine and chill just like we used to
Too worried about the new who's who

And when I though I had found someone better
I thought this King had found his Coretta
But no condemn lecture or speech could prepare us for the million man march
That she took from my forever

She was killing me softly, where's my hearse?
But I'm still thankful on what I learned
Before love fade, it burn bright first
So I guess relationships are not fathered

I understand that you was so selfish but you couldn't leave me alone
I understand I gave you heart shelter but mine never had no home
I understand that love is so wreckless you never know where to go
I understand, I understand