I Just Wanna Die

I'm tired of living this life
I wanna cry
Lowkey I just wanna die
And I'm not gon sit back and try to reword anything Just to make it sound right I'm not alright
These are the words that nobody gon write
I'm not the type to go do suicide
But I gotta lotta pain dat I hide
Lowkey I don't wanna live thru the night

I'm losing these battles I'm getting to weak
I get on my knees and I'm asking the lord why me
I listen to the sound track of strangers things just to Put me to sleep
Sometimes I don't sleep a day in a week
Sometimes I never can find any peace
Sometimes I look at the mirror and wish I was dead
I feel like I'm better decease

Got me a girl
And she mean the world
But lowkey I'm stuck in a swirl
I'm feeling bad cause I can't give my pretty lil lady
The prettiest diamonds and pearls

I don't even give her time
I'm too busy writing all of these lines
If she leave me I'll never be fine
I think the devil corrupting my mind

But honestly it's all my fault
I signed the deal
I pay the cost
Giving my sanity up for it all
Honestly this not the future I sought

Ever since I made that deal
My music been bumping
My numbers been jumping
I even had a chance to go out on London
To open a show and I'm not even stunting

Every since bro left nun been same
Everything change
Get a new whip every day just to switch up my lane



Credits
Writer(s): Elijah Kibbe
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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