Somber

You think you've really found and easier way
An addiction an escape

Failing to take control
I've found the upper hand
A cheat code to flee from pressures of existing
Craving, indulging, creating a feeling
A moment a rise
To escape the feeling of life
You're told to hide in your skin so alone
Like an armor so empty and cold to the touch now
Frozen in rust
A soul with no trust

You take from me take from me
Plunder my sanity
Pray you recede from me
Return integrity
Instead you've gifted me
A feeling so somber

So I'll break
Every bone inside til I'm awake
Finding a like minded heart to relate
To these ill comforts I try to escape
Instead it left me so somber
It left me so somber
It left me so somber
It left me so somber

The mind still continues to toy and to play me
Persuading the body to hunger what elevates
Torture me, don't concede
Erasing false feelings, false dreaming
Don't let false hope
Become a prison your eternal home
When it's as simple as burning your fear into ashes
Find what gives passion
Face it with action

So I'll break
Every bone inside til I'm awake
Finding a like minded heart to relate
To these ill comforts I try to escape
Instead it left me so somber
It left me so somber
It left me so somber
It left me so somber

I have surrendered myself to a sin
Threading its strings in my skin
A manifestation
A man made sensation
(Crawling) Crawling out of the malnourished bones
No longer tied to a stone
Rise to the surface conquer and breathe again

So you take from me take from me
Plunder my sanity
Pray you recede from me
Return integrity
Instead you've gifted me
A feeling so somber

So I'll break
Every bone inside til I'm awake
Finding a like minded heart to relate
To these ill comforts I try to escape
Instead it left me so somber
It left me so somber
It left me so somber
It left me so somber

I'd rather struggle and fight for a dream that's so far
Than give to temptation cause life's to hard