Endless

What if we're dying, and this is our dying breath
Does that mean we created everything here and there
Does that make us rulers here?
Are we rulers here?

Cause being here is always changing truths
I tried surrender
And I tried to fight
I tried aimless walks as if walking might
Thinkin' if I walk enough I'll find new balance
Here take this crutch, that idea's worth it
It's worth it

Cause—your friends don't hit you back
And it's been a few days
Your mind starts to race
You think they hate you
So you leave it at that
And they don't hit you back
Now they're endless
And that's how you remember each other
And healthy levels of detachment don't help shit
I'm too invested
And I'm changing moods faster than method actors
And I guess we're only human after all

And days left for young animal?
Who am I kidding, I'll be who I'll be
All this talk about change, it's fiction, it's fucking worthless
Young animal in the driver seat, flooring it like surplus
Hoping that a tree could pop up in the road
Live fast, live fast
Die before you're old

You're still that kid obsessed with Super Smash Bros
You're still that kid obsessed with Runescape
You're still that kid who plays card games
Just older now, just older now

So do whatever you want
'Cause, no one gives a
Except your parents
Maybe your close friends
'Cause then maybe
Maybe that'll make you endless
Maybe then you'll be recurring
'Cause the world won't make you endless
Only you make you endless